Monday, July 30, 2012

Dreams

     I had a dream the other night where I was entering a really large newer/new high school.  It was an open house.  I knew that a man was going to come in and start shooting people.  So I found a place to hide.  He was going to shoot in the auditorium.  It was a round one...like colosseum shaped more than a  rectangular basketball gym shape and seemed pretty large, to me in the dream anyways.
     I was hiding in a niche, up above a closet type thing.  He came in and stuck a needle in me and gave me a small amount of a drug.  Not enough to kill me, but enough to immobilize me.  I knew that I would not be found until after he shot all the people that he was planning on shooting... and that my husband and daughter were in the auditorium.  But I had a sense of peace about their safety.  I did not want to hear the terror and screams of the people.  Then the dream cut off abruptly.  
      That made me think, that if it was a prophecy, that I was being spared the pain of actually seeing the death and hearing it.  So, for that I am extremely grateful.  That was one of the main reasons I held back in being a psychic growing up.   I did not want to see the looks on people's faces and the horrible emotions...just how badly it would hurt me to experience that being as sensitive as I am.  I knew I could not handle that.

      Then I had a dream where we had come home and someone had gotten into our filing cabinet, the second drawer and then we needed to look and see if they had taken something upstairs.  So, I woke my husband up and asked him to sleep downstairs just to be sure...lol.  Of course everything was fine.  The second drawer is my bills paid drawer.  They had dented the drawer really badly...really jacked it up in the dream.  And I don't know why in the dream I would worry about someone going to get my jewelry when I don't have any...lol.

Friday, July 27, 2012

What do you do if you marry an unbelieving husband?

     I thought I was doing the right things, but man I was wrong and completely blown out of the water, in a sense, as to what I am supposed to do.  I knew I was supposed to let the Holy Spirit do the convicting...but the way that Kate explained it in this lesson was exactly what I needed to hear and learn!  I wish I had known this before, but am so thankful to have this information now!  Praise the Lord!
http://earnestlycontending.com/maranatha/?p=6&cpage=1#comment-6612

Thursday, July 19, 2012

A really good dream to look at...

      I had a really good dream to look at last night.  In the dream I was in a different house than this one.   We were in a bedroom type room.  The house was a single story home.  Erik B., a friend from school, was there and he was to my left next to me...just out of sight, but I knew he was there.  I was in the left farthest corner from the door to the room.  There was a bed/futon on the wall directly next to the door.  There was a huge roach on the bed/futon.  The tentacles of the roach were the amazing thing....they went half way up to the ceiling!  I remarked on the amazing tentacles in the dream.  I told my husband about the roach, in the dream.  (like in real life...if one of the large random invaders comes in, he will kill it if I can't get it first)  So, I told hubby about it  and he went to kill it.  I was embarrassed in the dream that my friend was seeing a roach in my home, but he did not care about it.  He kept doing what he was doing.  It seemed to be studying. (maybe God's Word)  So I asked my husband if he thought we should go ahead and call an exterminator out now.
      Then the focus shifted to the window behind me.  The window had water damage on the drywall above the window that we had not noticed previously.   I was worried about this in the dream.  I asked my husband if there was any way to have buyer's remorse or a lemon law about a home.  We had just gotten out of our current home (one in reality).  Then I noticed that this new house had a lot of foot traffic going by it that it was across the street from a school.  I noticed that the front door did not have any doorknobs on our side...just the rods sticking out....two one on top of another.
      But then people just started coming into our home.  It was a bunch of mixed and black kids and it reminded me of where I grew up.  I walked past the kids coming in, all the while wondering why they were coming to us and our home. I went out into the front yard.  There was an adult there a black man with a short beard.  He had a stern look upon his face.  He was pushing an empty stroller.  But there were a lot of kids all over our yard.   One came up to me and hugged me.  I then knew I was supposed to feed these children.  I looked back towards our home, with the little front stoop and the kids and knew I was supposed to feed them.

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

New Dreams

     I had a dream the night before last that was different.  I was in a hotel with other people.  None of which stand out as anyone I know now.  It was night time.  I had two doors, one on each end of the room, on the same wall, in the hotel room.  It was fairly good sized.  It had a couch, lamps, bed, and more room.
      In the dream there was someone trying to kill people.  Or more specifically me.  Lol.  But I swear it was David Suchet who plays Poirot, who was the guy trying to get to me.  (Maybe a little too many times of watching Harry and the Hendersons with my kids!  LMBO)  It was not very gory or even really terrifying.   It did have adrenaline in it.  I did wake up a little scared.  But not over the top.
      In the dream I remember the hotel number being 707 (maybe 507)  and there was someone standing outside of the room with us and they were in front of me facing the room and telling someone, I believe Mr. Suchet, about where we were.  I yelled at them for telling him where we were...that they were going to get us killed being stupid like that, basically.
      There was a scene where Mr. Suchet was trying to get into the room and we were battling keeping the door shut from him.  You could see him through the crack.  That is how I know who it was trying to get in.  We did watch a masterpiece mystery, Inspector Lewis, on tv before I went to bed, but it had no similarities to my dream.
      The dream was pretty much just running away from this guy.  Not sure what that is in reference to.  It could be my running away from something that I am afraid will hurt me.  I am not standing in faith and in God's Word if I am running away from something out of fear.  And God said He would not give us a spirit of fear.  That is in 2 Timothy 1:7  For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.  So I will talk to God and see what I may need to face in terms of fears.  

      I had one last night about an ex boyfriend of mine.  I do not remember the dream.  It was one of those where you just wake up thinking about someone.  I woke up thinking I needed to minister and witness to him.  Then I thought of ways to do that.  But I do not think that is the best idea right now.  I will have to talk to God about it and see if that is what He really wants me to do.  This man has not been the best of influences on me in the past and you do not want a rotten apple to spoil you.  I will have to make sure I am firmly rooted in God before I start reaching out to people in my past.  Especially the ones who like to start drama and want to hold grudges and hurt you.  And I should do it only if I know God thinks it is best for my family for me to do that. I do not want to put my family through any unneeded pain and suffering.  Some people can be just plain crazy at times and do not want to let go of what the past holds.

2 New Classes at CBC

      I am about to start, in a couple of weeks, two new classes at Charis Bible College online.  I am really excited about them!  I have already taken Beatitudes by Bob Yandian, The Holy Spirit I by Wendell Par, A Sure Foundation 1&2 by Andrew Wommack, and Relationship with God 1&2 by Mr. Wommack, as well.  I am going to be taking Romans, which is by Lawson Perdue and Your Home Can Survive the 21st Century by Delron Shirley.  I have not had either teacher yet, but have heard great things about Mr. Perdue from my dear friend Sharon.  I had been led to read Romans a few times around the time I was picking out the first class.  I asked a friend, Rebecca, about the second class and she told me what the chapters of the class were and it is just what I had hoped for!   I am so excited.  I have listed below the chapters as listed in the correspondence class.  
 (I think there may be some spelling typos, but you get the general gist of what my friend was trying to type. )

1. Love American Style. Deterioration of the family and marriage in modern society. It started earlier. Examples of Noah and Eliezer.
Lesson 2 Eliezer Illustration of marriage made in heaven. Five ways to recognize God's direction. Lesson 3 Building a survivor family. Two personalities becoming one.
Lesson 4 Having a happy and Godly Sexual life
Lesson 6 Parenting - Not just for kids
Lesson 7 Money Matters, relationship to $
LEsson 8 Divorce
LEsson 9 Gifts of the Spirit
LEsson 10 Apollyon

Monday, July 9, 2012

Dream about Colorado

      I had a dream last night/this morning about a friend from my past.  His name was Luke.  I think I was looking for him in the dream.  I remember searching going on.  He has came into my daytime thoughts often lately.
      Then the dream shifted to the mountains.  We (hubby and I) were in this building at the bottom of the mountains, the side of one in particular.  We had a map.  We were being told we could get up there in the time we were given.  I remember we were told ten hours...that we had ten to get there.  We had the Fury in the dream and that was what we were to drive up the mountain.  I asked if it would work and I was told it would be just fine.  I had no fear in the dream.  There was no fear in the dream...no worry or concern really.  There did seem to be a question of if we could make it in time though.  That seemed to be the only thing.  We were reassured we could.
      I remember the curves on the map.  I remember the 'passes' we were going to go through and around.  The person/angel that was talking to us was to my right and in front of me.  He had looked like my old friend Luke at first but then was faceless for most of the dream.  But had longer brunette hair.
      I wonder if that means we have 10 months or ten units of some kind of time to get there?  Or does the mountain refer to the ten years in our marriage that has gone past.  Or is it talking about the ten in the future?  Hmm.  Things to prayerfully consider and await the Holy Spirit's teaching on.
      Thank you God for my dreams and visions.  Maybe this is a prophecy.

Friday, July 6, 2012

A couple of dreams

    I say a couple and now I am asking God to help me remember that other one.  Right now, until the other is brought to my remembrance, I will tell you about the eye dream.  You see, over a week ago, my daughter accidentally poked me in my eye.  It left a red blood mark.  It has grown bigger as the blood under the surface has been dissipating.  I had a dream a few nights ago about it.  I looked into  a mirror and my eye was completely healed.  So, I know that my eye will be healed.  I knew that already though.  But who does not like having a confirmation in a dream?!  I sure do not mind it at all.
    That reminds me of the dream I had last year where the Lord told me I would get the money for the computer we needed.  Our old 10 year old iMac was no longer able to be upgraded and we needed a new computer.  Sure enough.  God gave us a bonus through hubby's work when hubby thought we would not get one.  The CEO of his company even emailed and said no bonuses.  I rebuked that and said that God is bigger than the CEO and God promised me the money.  Sure enough...we got a bonus check that paid for us a mac mini.  God is so good!
      I have signed up for a class this term with Charis Bible College online.   I am going to take Romans.  I just found out that I can take classes online with JGLM.  I am excited to be able to do that.  I, at the moment, do not have the money, but they offer a scholarship program.  So God will make a way for me to do that.  And I can pay some.  Just not all of the tuition.  Sweet!  I am really fired up to get to doing what God wants us to do!  Go out and heal, preach, cast out...awesome!  I love learning more and more about God's will and Word and who He is!  Don't you?!
      Oh, also, my bible study teacher has canceled now 2 times in a row.  He keeps blaming the devil for attacking him.  But I do not buy it.  I feel sorry for him for letting the devil win, if it is true.  The study partner had told me that his wife gets sick all of the time before he even started the bible study.  So, I do not think that is from the devil.  I think it has more to do with her mind set and all that.  I could be wrong.  But I bet she watches a lot of crap tv and puts little of God's word into her at the end of the day.  Maybe not.  It is amazing how some people just won't take responsibility for their own decisions.  The devil is not making you not do the bible study.  Giving him too much power and authority in your life. Oh well.  It says in the bible that as a man thinketh so is he.  So, I think his wife and he give too much thoughts on their health.  Maybe we will have a meeting one time this month.
     It is weird that the man will not let us do commune at the meeting.  He also did not want to lay hands on anyone until he had more people coming to the meetings.  I was really excited to go to the restaurant near there and ask if anyone wanted healing but he balked.  I hope he did not cancel out of fear.  Because that is not from God.  Only God knows why he canceled.  I will just lay hands on people the next meeting, with or without the guy.