I had a dream the night before last that was different. I was in a hotel with other people. None of which stand out as anyone I know now. It was night time. I had two doors, one on each end of the room, on the same wall, in the hotel room. It was fairly good sized. It had a couch, lamps, bed, and more room.
In the dream there was someone trying to kill people. Or more specifically me. Lol. But I swear it was David Suchet who plays Poirot, who was the guy trying to get to me. (Maybe a little too many times of watching Harry and the Hendersons with my kids! LMBO) It was not very gory or even really terrifying. It did have adrenaline in it. I did wake up a little scared. But not over the top.
In the dream I remember the hotel number being 707 (maybe 507) and there was someone standing outside of the room with us and they were in front of me facing the room and telling someone, I believe Mr. Suchet, about where we were. I yelled at them for telling him where we were...that they were going to get us killed being stupid like that, basically.
There was a scene where Mr. Suchet was trying to get into the room and we were battling keeping the door shut from him. You could see him through the crack. That is how I know who it was trying to get in. We did watch a masterpiece mystery, Inspector Lewis, on tv before I went to bed, but it had no similarities to my dream.
The dream was pretty much just running away from this guy. Not sure what that is in reference to. It could be my running away from something that I am afraid will hurt me. I am not standing in faith and in God's Word if I am running away from something out of fear. And God said He would not give us a spirit of fear. That is in 2 Timothy 1:7 For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. So I will talk to God and see what I may need to face in terms of fears.
I had one last night about an ex boyfriend of mine. I do not remember the dream. It was one of those where you just wake up thinking about someone. I woke up thinking I needed to minister and witness to him. Then I thought of ways to do that. But I do not think that is the best idea right now. I will have to talk to God about it and see if that is what He really wants me to do. This man has not been the best of influences on me in the past and you do not want a rotten apple to spoil you. I will have to make sure I am firmly rooted in God before I start reaching out to people in my past. Especially the ones who like to start drama and want to hold grudges and hurt you. And I should do it only if I know God thinks it is best for my family for me to do that. I do not want to put my family through any unneeded pain and suffering. Some people can be just plain crazy at times and do not want to let go of what the past holds.
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Wednesday, July 18, 2012
Saturday, June 30, 2012
Dream
I had a dream a night or so ago. I was sitting talking with someone I used to be friends with, Lisa. In the dream I remembered that I had heard her husband had died suddenly. I asked her if she minded telling me what had happened, why he had died so suddenly. Lisa told me that it was because he had cancer and it just killed him all of a sudden. He had not known.
Now, this man is pretty in shape. He is built and not overweight at all. He is in his 30's. So that would seem odd. And the emphasis, in the dream, was on the internal organs like the liver being attacked.
In real life Lisa is divorced to her husband. He had cheated on her and got the adulterer pregnant and he divorced Lisa and married her, a bartender. The last time I saw Lisa she was engaged to be married to an IT guy. But in the dream, it was her original husband, whom she truly adored and did so much for. She even went all out in the bedroom for him. She had no inhibitions, that I remember, with him in that area. They had had a really healthy marriage from what I could tell. He just let himself go to the bar with his buddies (not all married) and get intoxicated and the devil fed him lies and he bought them...hook line and sinker. Lisa and he had 3 girls together, too.
I do not know right now what the significance of the dream is. It made me wonder about my own husband and if he was in danger of cancer. I believe he has a fear of that since his dad died of it when he was younger. But God is not the author of fear. 2 Timothy 1:7 says For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. We must always remember that when fear comes upon us. We must focus on God's love for us and how much He has done for us!
I pray that my husband accepts Jesus as his Saviour. I really want my husband to know the love that God has for him! I want my husband to be filled with the joy and peace that knowing God can give you. It is so relaxing and uplifting to know God has a plan and a purpose for you.
I know I did not do what God planned for me in my life. But now I do want to do what God wants me to do. I know that He can make something awesome out of my life, even if I screwed up the first 30 years. He loves me and His thoughts are higher than mine! Isaiah 55:9 talks about this very thing For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.
God I welcome your guidance and your instruction into my life...each and every day Lord, even if I forget to ask for it, please give it to me. I need it. I am nothing without your love and leading. You are so awesome and so worthy Lord! Thank you for being so kind [(Isaiah 54:9-10) For this is as the waters of Noah unto me: for as I have sworn that the waters of Noah should no more go over the earth; so have I sworn that I would not be wroth with thee, nor rebuke thee. For the mountains shall depart, and the hills be removed; but my kindness shall not depart from thee, neither shall the covenant of my peace be removed, saith theLord that hath mercy on thee.] and for being so stable and full of unending peace and love for me and for us all! Thank you for choosing me to be your daughter Father! I am so thankful to have you as my Father Lord...my Abba Da! Thank you!
Now, this man is pretty in shape. He is built and not overweight at all. He is in his 30's. So that would seem odd. And the emphasis, in the dream, was on the internal organs like the liver being attacked.
In real life Lisa is divorced to her husband. He had cheated on her and got the adulterer pregnant and he divorced Lisa and married her, a bartender. The last time I saw Lisa she was engaged to be married to an IT guy. But in the dream, it was her original husband, whom she truly adored and did so much for. She even went all out in the bedroom for him. She had no inhibitions, that I remember, with him in that area. They had had a really healthy marriage from what I could tell. He just let himself go to the bar with his buddies (not all married) and get intoxicated and the devil fed him lies and he bought them...hook line and sinker. Lisa and he had 3 girls together, too.
I do not know right now what the significance of the dream is. It made me wonder about my own husband and if he was in danger of cancer. I believe he has a fear of that since his dad died of it when he was younger. But God is not the author of fear. 2 Timothy 1:7 says For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. We must always remember that when fear comes upon us. We must focus on God's love for us and how much He has done for us!
I pray that my husband accepts Jesus as his Saviour. I really want my husband to know the love that God has for him! I want my husband to be filled with the joy and peace that knowing God can give you. It is so relaxing and uplifting to know God has a plan and a purpose for you.
I know I did not do what God planned for me in my life. But now I do want to do what God wants me to do. I know that He can make something awesome out of my life, even if I screwed up the first 30 years. He loves me and His thoughts are higher than mine! Isaiah 55:9 talks about this very thing For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.
God I welcome your guidance and your instruction into my life...each and every day Lord, even if I forget to ask for it, please give it to me. I need it. I am nothing without your love and leading. You are so awesome and so worthy Lord! Thank you for being so kind [(Isaiah 54:9-10) For this is as the waters of Noah unto me: for as I have sworn that the waters of Noah should no more go over the earth; so have I sworn that I would not be wroth with thee, nor rebuke thee. For the mountains shall depart, and the hills be removed; but my kindness shall not depart from thee, neither shall the covenant of my peace be removed, saith theLord that hath mercy on thee.] and for being so stable and full of unending peace and love for me and for us all! Thank you for choosing me to be your daughter Father! I am so thankful to have you as my Father Lord...my Abba Da! Thank you!
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