Monday, January 14, 2013

Burnt Mc Donalds

   I had a dream last night of a fast food restaurant being burnt down.  It was a shell of what it was.  I saw the people that owned it and worked there.  There was one person who was not there and that was because they were late to work. The owners were a black family.  I do not know if they were black because of the fire, like symbolizing they were burned, or not.  Have to wait and see what comes up.

Sunday, January 13, 2013

Tornadoes

    I had a dream last night about tornadoes.  There is going to be some soon.  I hope that everyone in the TN valley and the south in general (where it has been so warm)  will take precautions and be careful.  I was shown on a map where it will happen.  It will go from north to south, the line of storms.  There was mention of a low pressure system.

Why

       I was awakened this morning around 2:30am or so.  I do not know why.  I also was awakened with the question of why did I come back.  You see, my husband packed a bag last weekend and said he was leaving, he has done this at least once a month for a while now.  Then yesterday he told me to leave.  So I went to mom's for a few hours and came back.  But why did I come back.  Why.
      Are my kids going to grow up in a similar unstable environment that we did?  My husband's parents fought all the time.  My parents fought all the time.  My husband threatening divorce so often has torn me and my daughter apart.  It is too much.
       For the first time I ever remember, I can not sleep, and I just keep wondering why did I come back.  Maybe I am not supposed to be back here.  Maybe I was supposed to stay gone and stay away.

Thursday, January 10, 2013

Dad dream

    I had a weird dream with my dad in it.  He was on my left side.  There was someone on my right side.  There was a female showing us around this town.  It was very unique.  There were some neat innovations and they advertised things around town in unique ways.  It was very plant based.  I was complimenting the female on the town and how much I loved it.  She took us to the left side of the street to where these shops came close together.  Some on each side.  But it was too narrow for a wheelchair to get through.  I thought that was crappy, it was not wheelchair accessible. She wanted to show us the souvenir shop on the right side.  She asked how many of this particular card would we, the lady to my right, and I would need.  Four each.  They were in regards to helping people somehow.  Holy Spirit help me to remember what they were for.  I remember holding them and something else small in my hand.  Then my Dad wanted to see them. I did not want to show him.  His wheelchair kept slipping back and hitting me every time I went to go forward.  He kept hurting me.  I told him to put the brake on his wheelchair because he is hurting me and I don't like it.  He didn't seem too concerned and he still wanted my cards.  I think I eventually let him hold them.  I didn't like it though.


Thursday, January 3, 2013

Potty

      Night before last I dreamed that our son went to the potty on his own for the first time.  Then yesterday it happened!  Super cool to have a dream come true so soon after you dream it.  I was just so tickled that he tee-teed in the potty, I didn't tell anyone about the dream. Because the dream doesn't really matter...just the fact that my man grew up a little bit more yesterday!  He even did it when daddy got home from work, too...so he got to experience that first hand!  Really cool time tied in with a dream.