Extremist Muslims Take Hotel?

    Extremist Muslims overtake a hotel.  A few people manage to elude capture.  But then they get captured.  One will elude longer but gets too close to the window of a hotel room, where they were packing a bag in order to try to escape, and one of the muslim men outside, below, see them and run inside to get them.  As soon as they are spotted the person turns and puts their camera and other personal effects onto their person.  They don't want to lose their memories...their family. Very vivid and real dream I had.  I hope it does not come true.

Doors Closed

   I have had quite a few doors close in my life this season.  One big one, in particular, is the continuing of my education at Charis Bible College.  I thought God wanted me to continue past my first year certificate and get my 2nd or even third year program done.  I had been working towards that with all my heart.  But, alas, that did not work out.  I had a run in with a very unChrist like man who runs a branch of the school.  Keep the director of the Atlanta branch in your prayers, as he is not very compassionate, kind, or loving...which is what the school is supposed to be all about.  It does not put a good foot forward for the ministry, the school, or God, to be completely honest.  If I had been a newer Christian, his attitude and way that he handled the decision to cancel our whole year program, would have turned me away from God completely.  Praise God I had more time under my belt.  But this should not be so.  And maybe the man needs a step back and a break from the job as he doesn't seem to remember the tenants that Jesus spoke to us, about love.
 
    So with that door being shut, I was devastated.  But only for a day, or so.  I knew that God had plans for me that not even someone with an antiChrist spirit could destroy.  I also knew that God had something in store for me.  I decided to just wait on God.  Which I am still doing really...months later.  I did feel like God wanted me to contact a local prophet about what God's been telling me.  And in so doing, I got a lot of reassurance and confirmation about the path I was on.  That was refreshing to me.  I really should relisten/read the words so that I can get refreshed again.  As I have been a bit under lately.  I have felt pushed off track with the pressures I am feeling in my marriage.  I still feel like I have a bit of weight on me that I want off of me.  I have been taking this to God...giving it to him.  And when he shows me a sore spot...a point which causes me dis-stress, then I am reminded to apologize for doing that same thing myself and give it to him, again.  This helps.  Though,  I really do wish this would speed along faster, if possible.  Even a lasting miraculous healing would be great.  But I know that there are certain things I need to know about myself, and to learn about myself...that I may not be able to unless I go through some things.  At least that is how I am justifying what I am going through...in my mind.
    There is so much I can touch on...as it's been far too long since I last wrote.  I have had many interesting dreams...one recently where I lived in Paris.  Not in a scary way...but it was beautiful in my dream...a comforting place...not a bustling place.  I left that in the dream to seek someone out...to let them know where I was...to see them again.  They didn't really seem too interested.  Ambiguous...maybe that's the word.  Not ignoring me.  But not intently listening, either.  Hmm.
    In the word I received, God told me that I was going to have windows and entrances for me to go through.  That I would discover all these boxes full of treasure.  Some were myself!  I would learn how to weed through the enemy's deception to keep me distracted so that I don't focus on what God's showing me...myself...my treasure within me.  And there will be new ways in a career, and creativity, people, etc.  The things that were distracting me, and the people,etc. that were keeping me off my target are going to be taken away.  My head will be above the water now.  It talked about how I do everything unto Him and that there is immense power because of that.  The more and more I come into the truth of who I am and I act on that, the more boom I have in the spiritual world.  I remember that when I see someone I can pray for.  It resonates with me still.
   I believe he said 5 doors slammed shut.  From the 4 cardinal directions.  I am going to dig into that deeper.
   Well, I am hopeful.  I am looking forward to more treasure.  What treasure is inside of you?

Love you!
N.

William Maher

    I had a dream earlier this week about William Maher.  In the dream he was talking with us about his experiences as a Christian.  It was just the three of us chatting.  That tells me that Bill Maher will become a Christian.  Very cool.

Sink Hole on the Beach

    I had a dream a few nights ago about a sink hole on the beach.  It was on a beach road.  The locals in the area didn't let anyone know about it…kept it from the media and so more people were hurt and vehicles lost in the hole than had to have happened if they had warned people about the sink hole to begin with.

Friday night/ Saturday morning dream and Uganda Orphanage

    I dreamed that I was somewhere...and I answered a phone, landline....corded phone.  It was a Dr. Hunt and he told me I was to get ready I was going to Africa.  He then told me to watch out for Mousalini that he was scaring people in Europe...I believe it was western Europe..the stuff to the left of Italy.
      When I got up I told my husband about the dream.  He said that that was already happening in Greece with the neonazi's there that are upset with foreigners.  I said they were upset about what the government did to their money and their country's economy...and they were thinking they did not want anyone coming and taking a job.  So, I do not know if that was what was meant in my dream. But something is going to happen over there in that region soon.
    Also, I had just go into contact with a friend in Uganda who is at an orphanage.  We are now taking up donations to go to that orphanage in Kabale.  I have a couple of photos only.  But I know the woman, she is a truthful woman.  And they are not asking for money...but little things, like powdered milk, peanut butter, jam, wet wipes,  instant coffee, story books, small inexpensive toys, shoes for the orphans...things like that. If anyone wants to help, please message me or leave a comment and I will get in touch with you.  The shipping costs more than what we are shipping to her.  Uganda is corrupt so we must send some items into Rwanda to guarantee they will get them.  Keep Sister Sev and the orphanage in your prayers please!  She will be going back to the UK to do the paperwork to get them charity status at the end of the year.
    I am so excited to be able to help them.  It seems since I have been deciding to do this I have been under attack.  I accidentally run over something in a drive thru line, a weird divider the store had up that you could not see.  It did some damage to the underside of my car.  Then I found out today at the dentist that I have two bottom teeth that have minor mobility and that I need to see an orthodontist and will probably need braces so I don't loose any teeth in the future.  That messed me up, especially with the strife that keeps popping up in our marriage. I just want peace in our home Lord.  Pray with me, anyone who reads this...for peace to be in our home, in my husband's heart...in both of our mouth's...to be focused on God and His love always.  How can we do so much good if we can not stop the strife!?!

Hotel Dream

     I had a dream about Muslims taking over a hotel.  They were going to do things similar to the mall in Kenya.  Where they tortured people over and over again.   We were trying to escape in the dream.  A man prayed with us and showed us the way to escape and told us when to go, between 1-5am...that was the best time he said.  We were afraid they would hear our car start up, but we had to leave, we could not have our families killed like in that mall.
    I really hope this does not happen.  I hope that things will die down, by God moving and shifting their hearts or by any means neccessary.  I don't want any one else to be tortured like in Kenya.  Horrible.

Destroyed Bible

     I had a really strange dream last night. My zippered burgandy bible was chewed up. I pulled it out of my purse to find it chewed on. One end, corner, was completely gnawed on and the zipper would no longer be able to close the bible. I was really distraught and did not know what to do next.  I had gotten that bible as a replacement to my well worn first bible.  That one was also a zippered bible, but was white with thumb tabs.  This burgandy one I have now, I keep in my purse, has a zipper, but no thumb tabs...but it is out of print.  The publishers are no longer in business, and so it is very special. To have it chewed up, by a dog?, is really odd, considering I rarely have it out of my purse...only when I am reading it.  I have others that I use for bible classes and night time reading.  But I had used it last night and left it on the bedside table.  I was reading in Isaiah...chapters 58-62...around in there, if my memory serves me correctly.
    I have been having a bit of a time about things lately.  I have a friend who just stopped talking to me all of a sudden.  I am not sure how to progress in that area now...how long do you wait...do you wait...do you try to make contact...for how long...and what kind of contact...what do you say...a lot of possibilities.
    I also think that dream I had about a school shooting was in reference to the SandyHook shooting that happened afterwards.  I think the fact that the shooter didn't hurt me was pointing to the fact that no one was going to get hurt at Sandy, but that it was going to be a show put on for the elite rich in our country.  Because in that dream everyone was going into a large blue auditorium...that was more like a theatre than a gymnasium.  It was for a show.  Not for anything else...that room.  It was completely round like the coliseum in Rome...but indoors and fully covered.  I was just outside of that coliseum like area, hiding in the ceiling of an area.  No one was hurt in that dream...I just thought at the time it would have meant so...because I have seen so many on tv, before, that were totally real.  But then after seeing all the footage and information out there about Sandy...that made me reevaluate that dream I had had.  Very interesting being able to look back and see what it meant, now.

Sunflowers

      I think it was last month, I would have to check to see, that this happened.  But I had a dream where God showed me an old boyfriend of mine would come to know Him.  I woke up excited and yet a little leery.  I mean, God usually wants me to get back in touch with people and share something with them when I find this out.  So, I took a minute to ponder it and kind of pushed it out of my mind.  I did not know how this person felt about me anymore...if there were hard feelings...or if I could even find them (though I know that is an excuse because God would let me find them if I was supposed to).  So, I put it out of my mind and told God to bug me if He wanted me to do it.
     And He did.  Chuckles...oh he reminded me.  Not in an all consuming way.  But gently.  I even had another dream a few nights later.  So, I couldn't find him anywhere but on facebook, so I had to create a facebook account in order to get in touch with him again.  I did and he accepted my friend request, thank God.  I thought I was supposed to send him a particular teaching by Andrew Wommack, on the True Nature of God.  But when I offered he declined.  So,  I kept things casual and cool and light and was just honest with him.  I have had a tendency with him to really want to go in depth and be really involved and to even get emotional.  On some level I still look for acceptance from him.  But I think God is showing me some things with that, as well. So I am happy to learn more about myself, as God reveals it to me.  Plus, he is not a bad man, he has a good heart.
     I was just elated when he allowed me to send him a gift for his birthday this week!  I love love love giving!   And yes, people will slap turn you down cold, even if it is for homemade chocolate syrup!  Crazy but true!  So, to find out he really liked the box I sent him and even thanked me for the bible, really made me feel good.  To know I did something right always feels good...like a pat on the back...or a fist bump.  I even got the best compliment I have had in years, too.  So,  I treated myself to some sunflowers.  I bought a small bouquet at Publix...only 3.33, but it brightens my day still and reminds me of the joys of doing what God asks us to do.

I put them in two places so I could see them more often.  The white flowers are some random thing from our garden.

Hmm

     There is so much going on in our area of the world now.  It is kind of scary to think about.  All of the things you were brought up believing to be there your entire life...that that is what makes this such a great place to be in.  And then to find them all being taken away so quickly right under our noses and it seems like there is nothing we can do about it all.
     It is cool that it seems  I have a few people in Germany looking at my posts, as my mother in law is German.
     Had a dream about these buses.  You had to pay in order to throw something away on them.  I did not know that in the dream.  So I threw away two pieces of trash..small trash.  And was charged $1.59. Charge popped up on a computer screen above the little recepticle shoot that was next to this seat.  Very weird.  I was shocked.  No one else seemed shocked. These buses were in Atlanta. They were a lot cleaner and nicer than traditional Marta buses they have there.  I got a little money back as I had accidentally overpaid the machine because it registered the money in a strange way and it took a minute to tally up what  I put in there.  I just threw a bunch of change in it.  I did not count it.  That is different.  They looked like a cross between a bus and a car on the outside.  The back of the buses swooped down...aerodynamically.  They were fast.  But I chased one down as I had gotten left at a stop and was trying to get back on the bus because I was not yet where I needed to go yet.  I had to run down and then up to get to the bus.
   

4 Things

    I had a dream the night of the 24th where God showed me 4 things that could distract me from my following His calling on my life. Things that are cares of this world that choke the word.  The two I remember are these.  One was a man who was talking with me.  He spoke matter of factly with me.  He let me know what he was willing to give me, in terms of a relationship with me.  He would not do certain things because they were sinful.  I remember that he was willing to give me many things and that surprised me because he had not slept with me yet. I was surprised by his willingness to be kind and love me in those ways without getting that from me.   This man was muscular with long blonde hair.  But not girly.  He was very masculine.

     The second one was a man who was all about cooking.  He wanted me to meet Ming from Simply Ming.  He had shrimp to give him.  He dropped a few, maybe 4, on the floor.  I went under the table to pick them up for him, without him asking.  This man was overweight and had short brown hair and glasses.

      I then saw a shape divided into 4 squares and something in each one.  Then I woke up knowing that I was letting the things of this world distract me from God's Word, and I needed to take my class!  So I repented and first thing in the morning took my first lesson in my class.  It was mindblowing and really an amazing lesson, too!  I am so thankful God reminded me to get back on track.  Thank you God!  I am so sorry for letting cooking, and the cares of this world take over my life.  I come back to you humbly and ask you to keep me on track and help speed me along in passion and fire for you Lord as you mold me and make me usable for your will.

Burnt Mc Donalds

   I had a dream last night of a fast food restaurant being burnt down.  It was a shell of what it was.  I saw the people that owned it and worked there.  There was one person who was not there and that was because they were late to work. The owners were a black family.  I do not know if they were black because of the fire, like symbolizing they were burned, or not.  Have to wait and see what comes up.

Tornadoes

    I had a dream last night about tornadoes.  There is going to be some soon.  I hope that everyone in the TN valley and the south in general (where it has been so warm)  will take precautions and be careful.  I was shown on a map where it will happen.  It will go from north to south, the line of storms.  There was mention of a low pressure system.

Dad dream

    I had a weird dream with my dad in it.  He was on my left side.  There was someone on my right side.  There was a female showing us around this town.  It was very unique.  There were some neat innovations and they advertised things around town in unique ways.  It was very plant based.  I was complimenting the female on the town and how much I loved it.  She took us to the left side of the street to where these shops came close together.  Some on each side.  But it was too narrow for a wheelchair to get through.  I thought that was crappy, it was not wheelchair accessible. She wanted to show us the souvenir shop on the right side.  She asked how many of this particular card would we, the lady to my right, and I would need.  Four each.  They were in regards to helping people somehow.  Holy Spirit help me to remember what they were for.  I remember holding them and something else small in my hand.  Then my Dad wanted to see them. I did not want to show him.  His wheelchair kept slipping back and hitting me every time I went to go forward.  He kept hurting me.  I told him to put the brake on his wheelchair because he is hurting me and I don't like it.  He didn't seem too concerned and he still wanted my cards.  I think I eventually let him hold them.  I didn't like it though.

Train Dream

      I got on board a train with a couple of people.  One was an old friend named Luke.  I remember not knowing where the train was going.  I was told by a young lady that it was going in a loop and that I'd be back home soon.  I relaxed.  The train lay out was different.  I remember this one car was blue...a robin's egg almost, blue.  It was wide.  It had two beds in the middle, turned down, very fluffy, with partitions between the bed and the walkway/doors to the next car.  They were on both sides of the beds.  They had a couple of sets of beds like this.  They were raised a little off of the floor.  They looked so comfy and inviting.  I wanted to lay in one.  There were seats off to the side of the beds that were in the middle.
       Then I saw a lady from the train.  She was checking on people's arrangements.  Then there was another young lady.  She had just gotten on the train.  She told me she was going to Mexico! I was floored.  Then I asked where we were headed now.  A young lady told me, "Washington".  I thought, where is Washington Alabama?  Then I started to worry a little.  I wanted to get off of the train.  I liked the idea of going to Mexico and sleeping in that car.  But I felt I had to get back home.  The train lady told me, at some point, that you have to have prepurchased a ticket for the sleeping arrangements I longed for.  Then I remembered seeing someone's ticket/paperwork laid neatly on the made bed folds of  sheets.
      Someone told me, I believe that lady from the train, that I could get off and someone would come pick me up and I would go home.  My friend Luke had conveyed that he would get off of the train with me.  Then I was suddenly off of the train.  I was standing in a partially covered curved parking area.  It curved behind me and to my right.  I looked at the train in front of me, but it was now a bus.  I saw my friend Luke stick his head out of the back door on the driver's side, and then he and his duffle bag jumped off of the bus/train (it was red with a vertical stripe).  Then I felt relieved.  Knowing I had someone with me, considering I had no idea where I was.  Then the bus was gone...
   
     I had been studying Matthew chapter 24:15 where Jesus tells us to stand in the Holy place.  I was wondering what is the holy place and where is it?  Is it figurative or literal?  I had also looked in Daniel at the abominations and was wondering what those are to be or were exactly.  I wonder if that has to do with my dream.  Or if my dear friend has accepted Jesus as his saviour finally!

Rats!

      Last night I dreamt that I was somewhere and this man decided to eat this huge, really long rat, alive.  I did not see him eat it, but saw him about to, and him giving his word.  Then, some time had passed and I saw him sitting at a booth and he was in pain, it seemed to be because of the thing he had eaten...like it was tearing at his insides.  The man had long hair, brunette, in a pony tail. He was of a good build and stature, he had good shoulders, kind of broad.  He wore a black tank top or shirt.
     Then I wondered a little while late because I had eaten a small rat myself.  I wondered if I would be in pain...but I was not.  I rebuked the possible pain.  We were in subterrainian like tunnels....area.  I wonder what it means.

Dream I forgot to post

       I can not believe I forgot to post this one.  This one was a couple of weeks ago, I believe.  I was at a hotel looking for a room.  The number was 587.  I found the room and I was inside the room, I found it by going through the doors to the rooms, the numbers were on the inside of this room's door.  There were a few doors in this room, three to be exact.  This one door, with the number on it, was in the middle.  The door had the number '587' on it and then below and to the left it had a number 2 on it.
      So, I got up and looked in my bible for a page 587.  I found it and it was a list of Christian Character Builders, 60 to be exact.  Number 2 says this=  Available = Willing to adjust my schedule to fit the desires of God and others.  Then it lists Mark 1;17-18 as an example.  'And Jesus said unto them, Come ye after me, and I will make you to become fishers of men.  And straightway they forsook their nets, and followed Him.'
      I was reminded of this last night and I reread what the Holy Spirit had shown me.  I do need to be able to adjust my life for God's will....to do what He wants.  I do want that...I want to be a disciplemaker and to do His will.
     This reminds me of my dream where God told me to feed the children.  How does he want me to do that, I wonder?  I know He will make it all known when the time is right!

God is lovely!

A really good dream to look at...

      I had a really good dream to look at last night.  In the dream I was in a different house than this one.   We were in a bedroom type room.  The house was a single story home.  Erik B., a friend from school, was there and he was to my left next to me...just out of sight, but I knew he was there.  I was in the left farthest corner from the door to the room.  There was a bed/futon on the wall directly next to the door.  There was a huge roach on the bed/futon.  The tentacles of the roach were the amazing thing....they went half way up to the ceiling!  I remarked on the amazing tentacles in the dream.  I told my husband about the roach, in the dream.  (like in real life...if one of the large random invaders comes in, he will kill it if I can't get it first)  So, I told hubby about it  and he went to kill it.  I was embarrassed in the dream that my friend was seeing a roach in my home, but he did not care about it.  He kept doing what he was doing.  It seemed to be studying. (maybe God's Word)  So I asked my husband if he thought we should go ahead and call an exterminator out now.
      Then the focus shifted to the window behind me.  The window had water damage on the drywall above the window that we had not noticed previously.   I was worried about this in the dream.  I asked my husband if there was any way to have buyer's remorse or a lemon law about a home.  We had just gotten out of our current home (one in reality).  Then I noticed that this new house had a lot of foot traffic going by it that it was across the street from a school.  I noticed that the front door did not have any doorknobs on our side...just the rods sticking out....two one on top of another.
      But then people just started coming into our home.  It was a bunch of mixed and black kids and it reminded me of where I grew up.  I walked past the kids coming in, all the while wondering why they were coming to us and our home. I went out into the front yard.  There was an adult there a black man with a short beard.  He had a stern look upon his face.  He was pushing an empty stroller.  But there were a lot of kids all over our yard.   One came up to me and hugged me.  I then knew I was supposed to feed these children.  I looked back towards our home, with the little front stoop and the kids and knew I was supposed to feed them.

Dream about Colorado

      I had a dream last night/this morning about a friend from my past.  His name was Luke.  I think I was looking for him in the dream.  I remember searching going on.  He has came into my daytime thoughts often lately.
      Then the dream shifted to the mountains.  We (hubby and I) were in this building at the bottom of the mountains, the side of one in particular.  We had a map.  We were being told we could get up there in the time we were given.  I remember we were told ten hours...that we had ten to get there.  We had the Fury in the dream and that was what we were to drive up the mountain.  I asked if it would work and I was told it would be just fine.  I had no fear in the dream.  There was no fear in the dream...no worry or concern really.  There did seem to be a question of if we could make it in time though.  That seemed to be the only thing.  We were reassured we could.
      I remember the curves on the map.  I remember the 'passes' we were going to go through and around.  The person/angel that was talking to us was to my right and in front of me.  He had looked like my old friend Luke at first but then was faceless for most of the dream.  But had longer brunette hair.
      I wonder if that means we have 10 months or ten units of some kind of time to get there?  Or does the mountain refer to the ten years in our marriage that has gone past.  Or is it talking about the ten in the future?  Hmm.  Things to prayerfully consider and await the Holy Spirit's teaching on.
      Thank you God for my dreams and visions.  Maybe this is a prophecy.

A couple of dreams

    I say a couple and now I am asking God to help me remember that other one.  Right now, until the other is brought to my remembrance, I will tell you about the eye dream.  You see, over a week ago, my daughter accidentally poked me in my eye.  It left a red blood mark.  It has grown bigger as the blood under the surface has been dissipating.  I had a dream a few nights ago about it.  I looked into  a mirror and my eye was completely healed.  So, I know that my eye will be healed.  I knew that already though.  But who does not like having a confirmation in a dream?!  I sure do not mind it at all.
    That reminds me of the dream I had last year where the Lord told me I would get the money for the computer we needed.  Our old 10 year old iMac was no longer able to be upgraded and we needed a new computer.  Sure enough.  God gave us a bonus through hubby's work when hubby thought we would not get one.  The CEO of his company even emailed and said no bonuses.  I rebuked that and said that God is bigger than the CEO and God promised me the money.  Sure enough...we got a bonus check that paid for us a mac mini.  God is so good!
      I have signed up for a class this term with Charis Bible College online.   I am going to take Romans.  I just found out that I can take classes online with JGLM.  I am excited to be able to do that.  I, at the moment, do not have the money, but they offer a scholarship program.  So God will make a way for me to do that.  And I can pay some.  Just not all of the tuition.  Sweet!  I am really fired up to get to doing what God wants us to do!  Go out and heal, preach, cast out...awesome!  I love learning more and more about God's will and Word and who He is!  Don't you?!
      Oh, also, my bible study teacher has canceled now 2 times in a row.  He keeps blaming the devil for attacking him.  But I do not buy it.  I feel sorry for him for letting the devil win, if it is true.  The study partner had told me that his wife gets sick all of the time before he even started the bible study.  So, I do not think that is from the devil.  I think it has more to do with her mind set and all that.  I could be wrong.  But I bet she watches a lot of crap tv and puts little of God's word into her at the end of the day.  Maybe not.  It is amazing how some people just won't take responsibility for their own decisions.  The devil is not making you not do the bible study.  Giving him too much power and authority in your life. Oh well.  It says in the bible that as a man thinketh so is he.  So, I think his wife and he give too much thoughts on their health.  Maybe we will have a meeting one time this month.
     It is weird that the man will not let us do commune at the meeting.  He also did not want to lay hands on anyone until he had more people coming to the meetings.  I was really excited to go to the restaurant near there and ask if anyone wanted healing but he balked.  I hope he did not cancel out of fear.  Because that is not from God.  Only God knows why he canceled.  I will just lay hands on people the next meeting, with or without the guy.

Dream

      I had a dream a night or so ago.  I was sitting talking with someone I used to be friends with, Lisa.  In the dream I remembered that I had heard her husband had died suddenly.  I asked her if she minded telling me what had happened, why he had died so suddenly.  Lisa told me that it was because he had cancer and it just killed him all of a sudden.  He had not known.
      Now, this man is pretty in shape.  He is built and not overweight at all.  He is in his 30's.  So that would seem odd.  And the emphasis, in the dream, was on the internal organs like the liver being attacked.
      In real life Lisa is divorced to her husband.  He had cheated on her and got the adulterer pregnant and he divorced Lisa and married her, a bartender.  The last time I saw Lisa she was engaged to be married to an IT guy.  But in the dream, it was her original husband, whom she truly adored and did so much for.  She even went all out in the bedroom for him.  She had no inhibitions, that I remember, with him in that area.  They had had a really healthy marriage from what I could tell.  He just let himself go to the bar with his buddies (not all married) and get intoxicated and the devil fed him lies and he bought them...hook line and sinker.  Lisa and he had 3 girls together, too.
      I do not know right now what the significance of the dream is.  It made me wonder about my own husband and if he was in danger of cancer.  I believe he has a fear of that since his dad died of it when he was younger.  But God is not the author of fear.  2 Timothy 1:7 says For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.  We must always remember that when fear comes upon us.  We must focus on God's love for us and how much He has done for us!
      I pray that my husband accepts Jesus as his Saviour.  I really want my husband to know the love that God has for him!  I want my husband to be filled with the joy and peace that knowing God can give you.  It is so relaxing and uplifting to know God has a plan and a purpose for you.  
      I know I did not do what God planned for me in my life.  But now I do want to do what God wants me to do.  I know that He can make something awesome out of my life, even if I screwed up the first 30 years.  He loves me and His thoughts are higher than mine!  Isaiah 55:9 talks about this very thing For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.  
      God I welcome your guidance and your instruction into my life...each and every day Lord, even if I forget to ask for it, please give it to me.  I need it.  I am nothing without your love and leading.  You are so awesome and so worthy Lord!  Thank you for being so kind [(Isaiah 54:9-10)  For this is as the waters of Noah unto me: for as I have sworn that the waters of Noah should no more go over the earth; so have I sworn that I would not be wroth with thee, nor rebuke thee. For the mountains shall depart, and the hills be removed; but my kindness shall not depart from thee, neither shall the covenant of my peace be removed, saith theLord that hath mercy on thee.] and for being so stable and full of unending peace and love for me and for us all!   Thank you for choosing me to be your daughter Father! I am so thankful to have you as my Father Lord...my Abba Da!  Thank you!