I need to post right after I have a dream

      I keep putting off the posting of my dreams and then I tend to forget them.  It would be best if I wrote them down right away, when I wake up, at least, so I can post them on here later.  I feel bad about not doing that because I feel God wants me to post them.  Man, I really am tired of being so sin conscience.  I do not want to focus so much on what I do wrong.  Because then I focus so much on what others do wrong, too.  I want to focus on the right things in my life.
     My daughter did dream that she started her period.  That is something that I have dreamed about off and on throughout my menstrating life.  I would dream a couple/one or/a few days before I would start.  Then I would be ready with pads, waiting for it.  Lol.
      I had another dream with the two guys from 'Supernatural' in the dream.  It was a mildly weird one that I, at the moment, do not remember the details of.
       God led me to a verse, Jeremiah 3:15, that told me he would bring me a pastor.  That lifted me up.  I want a church home so badly.  I know it will not answer all of my problems, but it will help some.  It will give me socialization, edification, and help me to find more ministries for me to help with and hopefully give my daughter some good christian friends while she is learning about God.  I long for a 'family' here to help support my family and I.

Self centeredness

      I have been having a hard time the past few days with self-centeredness.  Especially in regards to my husband.  I do not want to be condemned.  I want to be convicted and do what is right.  This was a reoccurring issue in our marriage in the past.  I do not want it to be one in our future.
      We are going to be having our ten year wedding anniversary in a month or so.  I had wanted to have a party.  I need to socialize...lol.  But my husband would prefer to just stay home and not do anything to really celebrate at all.  I am asking God to show me what to do with this situation.  I do not want to be self centered about it.  Because he is half of the marriage, after all.  So, I need to know what God wants us to do.  I should have asked Him to begin with, chuckles.