Sunday, March 25, 2012

Shooting Star!;)

      My husband and I saw the weather man mention a cool triangle in the night sky,  jupiter to the left of the moon and venus above it.  We decided to go outside and check it out before bedtime.  I am so glad we did!  As soon as we got out and looked up we both saw a wonderful shooting star go across the sky!  To me it was a sign from God that everything is headed in the right direction and that we will be awesome!  To keep aiming high!
      I am so glad to get that encouragement because we had had a rough time communicating this week.  We kept getting tempted to be defensive and we made a lot of wrong assumptions, we argued, were very sensitive, and we were both very easily offended the entire week!  The funny thing is that we were both afraid of the same exact things with each other.  I have learned quite a lot from this.
      For one, I really need to remember to focus on what I, or someone else, might have done to hurt my husband, when he seems upset for some reason.  I do not need to start worrying about how I will be affected. Instead I need to find out why he was affected and help if I can or just love him through it if I can not.  I do not need to be so self centered.  I pray that the Holy Spirit will remind me of this EVERY time, before I have a chance to mess up and be self centered.  I pray I will continue to pause and give God time to tell me what to do in all situations.  I know God is doing something wonderful in our marriage or the devil would not be trying to mess it up so badly lately.  Thank you God for giving us a sign when we did not have to have one....or maybe we really did and we just did not know it...God is so awesome!

Thursday, March 22, 2012

I need to post right after I have a dream

      I keep putting off the posting of my dreams and then I tend to forget them.  It would be best if I wrote them down right away, when I wake up, at least, so I can post them on here later.  I feel bad about not doing that because I feel God wants me to post them.  Man, I really am tired of being so sin conscience.  I do not want to focus so much on what I do wrong.  Because then I focus so much on what others do wrong, too.  I want to focus on the right things in my life.
     My daughter did dream that she started her period.  That is something that I have dreamed about off and on throughout my menstrating life.  I would dream a couple/one or/a few days before I would start.  Then I would be ready with pads, waiting for it.  Lol.
      I had another dream with the two guys from 'Supernatural' in the dream.  It was a mildly weird one that I, at the moment, do not remember the details of.
       God led me to a verse, Jeremiah 3:15, that told me he would bring me a pastor.  That lifted me up.  I want a church home so badly.  I know it will not answer all of my problems, but it will help some.  It will give me socialization, edification, and help me to find more ministries for me to help with and hopefully give my daughter some good christian friends while she is learning about God.  I long for a 'family' here to help support my family and I.

Self centeredness

      I have been having a hard time the past few days with self-centeredness.  Especially in regards to my husband.  I do not want to be condemned.  I want to be convicted and do what is right.  This was a reoccurring issue in our marriage in the past.  I do not want it to be one in our future.
      We are going to be having our ten year wedding anniversary in a month or so.  I had wanted to have a party.  I need to socialize...lol.  But my husband would prefer to just stay home and not do anything to really celebrate at all.  I am asking God to show me what to do with this situation.  I do not want to be self centered about it.  Because he is half of the marriage, after all.  So, I need to know what God wants us to do.  I should have asked Him to begin with, chuckles.

Monday, March 12, 2012

New neighbors

A couple of weeks ago we noticed some new neighbors in a house that had been vacant for a while.  A nice family of ladies and gents.   I felt led to do something nice to welcome them to the neighborhood.  I made a blueberry loaf.  It turned out really well.   I want to make one for us sometime soon.  They were very receptive and sweet and thankful for the treat.  I pray for them and their family and their animals.  God bless them on their journeys.  

I made bread tonight, too.  I made 3 smaller loaves instead of two big loaves.  I made two small for sandwiches and one I made into a cinnamon sugar loaf.  Those make excellent french toast!  Yummy!  I rolled the dough out thinner so that when I rolled it back up with the cinnamon and sugar spread onto it, it would have more layers of cinnamon sugar goodness!  I will take a photo of that bread when I cut it open.

Eyes are healed!

My eyes are healed praise God!  It had been manifesting over time, a gradual thing.  My eye prescription went from 3.50 and 4.25 to 3.00 and 3.75 over the past 4 or so years.  The new doctor I saw, as my old doctor died two years ago, said that eyes do not normally get better with my condition.  I told him that I have been praying for healing for a while now.
I am still believing for that instant healing that I saw in the dream that God gave me...where I had to remove the eyewear in order to be able to see clearly, praise Jesus for taking all of our diseases and freeing me from the curse in Deutoronomy.  Thank you Lord for your sacrifice and love of me!  I can not wait to be glass and contact free!  Thank you God for what you have done for me !  I  am healed PRAISE JESUS!  GOD ROCKS!

Sunday, March 11, 2012

Gas Price Prophecy Came True Again



Just like I had dreamed before, they went back up to 3.65.  I apologize for not posting it as soon as it happened.  I did not post it when God told me to, I procrastinated.